I'm Tired

Sometimes, lately more times than not, I want to go back in time, be a little girl in the car with my parents. It is night time and we are on our way home from visiting a relative or friend.  I have my head on my mom's lap and she is stroking my hair and singing In The Garden or The Old Rugged Cross.  I look up at a passing hill and tell my mom I really do see the cross up there.  She whispers "I see it too.".  I lay back down and drift off to sleep listening to the road thump underneath the tires of the car.  Before long, my dad is carrying me in the house and I'm in my own warm cozy bed.  Nothing else matters.    Today I feel so tired, physically and mentally, that I just want to go back in time to when I was a little girl again.  I'm tired, I am so so tired.