Feelings

My feelings come out in the music I listen to and also what I write. I'm so confused right now. I love the life I have, my home, my family but there in the back is that 14 year old girl. It is as if I see her standing there just out of the corner of my eye. The tears she cried, the laughter she felt, the first time she heard her name called, caught the eye of that someone special and the ache. She is there and always will be there. I close my eyes and see her standing at night at her bedroom window looking out and wondering why she was alone again. This woman isn't alone and she is loved but the young girl still hurts. Do we ever heal the emptiness of long ago?

Will Of The Wind

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FgEAHtld9fM