Empty Week But The Elephant Still Lurks

This week the calendar is empty for the first time in months.  We have no doctor appointments and no tests to go to.  It is a breather for a very short moment.   I should relax but I can't.  I feel like I'm in a very tiny house with windows everywhere kind of like a glass house.  Out of the corner of my eye THE Elephant keeps peaking in or listening.  I see an eye at a window or an ear and sometimes THE Elephant has the audacity to stick his trunk through an open door to smell our fear.  The tests are all done and only THE Elephant knows how invasive he is.  We won't know that for a couple weeks.  If I had a blunderbuss I'd shoot THE Damn Elephant right between his friggin eyes.