Depression

Depression doesn't effect only the person who suffers from it but also the people around them. It is so difficult to see someone you love be enveloped by that black cloak of despair. Life could be going fine but still something within their brain says it isn't fine. I was asked today "How can you be so happy?" It took me a long time to reach this point in my life and I choose to try and see things on the positive. I try to be greatful for what is around me. No I'm not always positive and sometimes my anger just takes hold so bad that I have to go for a walk or I'll explode. Right now I'm angry at what some professionals have done to my husband's life and how they lie about it and don't take responsibility for their actions. They aren't dealing with the after effects but I am and I'm angry not because I have to do it. I choose to do it, he is my husband. I am angry that they did this to him. So I hold on and hope I can get him through it. I had to do it on my own years ago but he doesn't. He isn't alone even though he wants to be. That is what is so sad.