PS:

I've come to realize we can't go back but we can regret. I lost something forty years ago. I looked for it for thirty years and never found it. I might not have that item that meant a lot to me back then but I recently found something new that means a great deal to me. I reconnected with a dear friend and a friend is something I don't want to lose.

Although, my pet goose Gus is gunning for someone from forty years ago. Private joke.